Marlowe's Shade

Friday, January 14, 2005

Entry 1-14

There is a lot I should be grateful for today, yet I feel very heavy. I was going to say that I felt spiritually dead, or heavy in my spirit, but that is not how it works. The spirit is never heavy and it is the opposite of dead. I need to get the focus off my flesh.

The adversity I've been going through this year has help to keep me on track spiritually. Now that it appears that there may be a respite, and the first thing my flesh wants to do is forget about how God has sustained me and go back to it's own devices. How can God bless me with prosperity success and acclaim if even the mere prospect starts to push me away from Him?
papijoe 6:36 AM